12.22.2010

A Wall Fell On Me

Mine...one brick at a time.
Now, to pick it all up and build a door.


This is always true: What I think and
how I feel, and what manifests, is
always a vibrational match. But here's the
big kicker: What manifests isn't manifesting
instantaneously. So, you've got all this
buffer of time leeway that makes you sloppy...
If you thought a negative thought
and a brick would instantly fall on your
head every time, you'd clean up your
thinking. But you're not here to be punished
about your thinking. You're here to
use your thinking—and your focus—to
create.
--- Abraham


12.19.2010

My Oldest Friend 1967-2010



It's so curious: one can resist tears and 'behave' very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer...everything collapses. ~Colette

My tears are not for my loss.
These tears are for what was given me.